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used mademoizell3 or lunaticKYO sometimes
• a victim for Music & FasHion (tapi ga bisa jahit walopun punya mesin jahit) T^T
• never said I like Black most fave, all colors GOD
created are heaven to me.
• not addicted with NIGHTWISH but Tarja is the goddess and
Anette hahaha no comment ah, tapi sekarang mbak Tarja juga jadi mellow-mellow gitu XD
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LOVE Mako (ex Deadman) with his basic for the world view
expressed in his lyrics about things that happen to us in life are not
always good things and other case people's freedom will be taken away by
other people's freedom.
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love Kyo (Direngrey) with his obscured lyrics and shown me that
believing is nothing 'cause those hypocrites sometimes must be
killed us.
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prefer to SUN-Flower than a RED or BLACK Roses, bring the
bright to this world ne~
• likes butterflies, spiders and dragonflies, jangan sodorin gue maggots *awasss!!!*
• addicted of course with NODAME CANTABILE, especially with Tamaki
Hiroshi & Ueno Juri *huge* |
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Listening them while Me feel empty, bored or happy *syalala*:
12 girls band, AAA, ACID BLACK CHERRY, Anna Tsuchiya, APOCALYPTICA, Aural Vampire, BigBang, Bjork, BLOOD, Blood Stain Child, Buck Tick, D, D'espairsRay, DBSK, Deadman, Deathgaze, Direngrey, Epik High, Emilie Autumn, EPICA, Gackt, GLAY, His.Infernal.Majesty, HIZAKI Grace Project, Hyde, kalafina, Kamelot, Kanon Wakeshima, Kagrra, Kyo (Direngrey), Kirito, KOKIA, L'Arc~en~Ciel, Lareine, Luna Sea, Lynch, Malice Mizer, Maximum The Hormone, Mika Nakashima, Miyavi, Moi Dix Mois, Muse, Nidji, Nightwish, Penicillin, ProjectPop, Raphael, rice, Rin', Rurutia, Super Junior, The Rasmus, Tokyo Jihen, Ungu, Within Temptation, Versailles, X-Japan
crush on with;
• Asagi (D), • Choi Si Won (Super Junior), • Eica Toppinen, Paavo Lotjonen, Perttu Kivilaakso from APOCALYPTICA, • Hizumi (D'espairsRay), • Katherine "Shane" Moennig, • Kyo (Direngrey), • Mako (Deadman), • Sugizo, • Tamaki Hiroshi, • Tarja Turunen (ex Nightwish), • Ville Hermani Valo (HIM)
Wishlists;
• Asagi Corvinus edt, • Asagi The Name Of Rose edt, • D'espairsRay coll:set album, • Heartagram necklace *stare devilish at mahendra Oracle*
WANTED for these APOCALYPTICA VIDEO;
Somewhere Around Nothing, Seemann, Far Away Vol. 2, En Vie, Life Burns [x], Bittersweet [x], Repressed, I'm Not Jesus [x]
and most of these videos packaged on The Life Burns Tour DVD which price only $16.97. Tapi gue dah punya hasil download-an XD
AFFILIATE LINKS OF ME
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Facebook
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FS'profile <- silahkan diadd tapi kirim pesan dulu, main asal add ga bakal gue approve XD
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friendster's blog
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liveJournal
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my space
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p.r.o.j.e.c.t.KYO <- GUE JUALLANN AJA DEH !!! *berkunang-kunang*
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
unintended
do you know?
sehari sebelum kemarin
walaupun waktu kita terbatas
walaupun jawaban jawaban itu begitu singkat
walaupun pertanyaan pertanyaan belum semuanya terlontarkan
walaupun kamu selalu saja berkata 'maaf yah'
if you know, my heart beat so fast more and more
'berdebar lebih kencang seperti genderang ketika perang'
even the distance with limited time
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*fiuh* baru ngerjain 50% buat cross stitch edisi Bali ini, beneran Bali yah ?!
ga bingung sih, cuma setelah selesai mau diapaain yah?! begitu juga dengan yang sudah2 -_-
beberapa gue taro disini ->
(my handworks)
additional info too :
subject :
EVENTIKJ METAL FESTIVAL1 Desember 2007Viki Sianipar Hall Manggarai Bands line up :Siksa Kubur, Thrashline, Death Vertical, Oracle, Deathflame, Melody Maker, Mati Rasa, etc...
*ngajak oba* kesana yuk, masa gue sendirian (accept invitation from andre SK) T_T
lagian juga kan klo elo kesana ada yang lu 'liat' hahahax
You are blind and I am deaf and dumb, so let us touch hands and understand.
written at 15:30
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Nymphetamine (Fix)
hwaaaaahhh ga nyadar kalo di hape gue masih ada nih lagu belum diapus2 dari kapan tau -_-
the lyrics goes below :
(Liv)
Lead to the riverMidsummer, I wavedA 'V' of black swansOn with hope to the graveAll through Red SeptemberWith skies fire-pavedI begged you appearLike a thorn for the holy ones(Dani)Cold was my soulUntold was the painI faced when you left meA rose in the rainSo I swore to thy razorThat never, enchainedWould your dark nails of faithBe pushed through my veins again(Liv)Bared on your tombI am a prayer for your lonelinessAnd would you ever soonCome above unto me?For once upon a timeFrom the binds of your lowlinessI could always findThe right slot for your sacred key(Dani)Six feet deep is the incisionIn my heart, that barless prisonDiscolours all with tunnel visionSunsetterNymphetamineSick and weak from my conditionThis lust, a vampyric addictionTo her alone in full submissionNone betterNymphetamineNymphetamine, nymphetamineNymphetamine girlNymphetamine, nymphetamineMy nymphetamine girlWracked with your charmI am circled like preyBack in the forestWhere whispers persuadeMore sugar trailsMore white lady laidThan pillars of salt(Keeping Sodom at night at bay)(Liv)Fold to my armsHold their mesmeric swayAnd dance out to the moonAs we did in those golden days(Dani)Christening starsI remember the wayWe were needle and spoonMislaid in the burning hay(Liv)Bared on your tombI am a prayer for your lonelinessAnd would you ever soonCome above unto me?For once upon a timeFrom the binds of your holinessI could always findThe right slot for your sacred key(Dani)Six feet deep is the incisionIn my heart, that barless prisonDiscolours all with tunnel visionSunsetterNymphetamineSick and weak from my conditionThis lust, a vampyric addictionTo her alone in full submissionNone betterNymphetamineSunsetterNymphetamineNone betterNymphetamineNymphetamine, nymphetamineNymphetamine girlNymphetamine, nymphetamineMy nymphetamine girl but what the meaning of Nymphetamine word here?
based on wikipedia answered:
Nymphetamine is the sixth studio album by Cradle of Filth, released on September 28, 2004.
The title is a
portmanteau of "
nymphomaniac" and "
amphetamine", and
Dani Filth explained the track itself as referring to "a
drug-like
addiction to the woman in question, w
ith her insidious
vampyre qualities literally bringing her lover back from the brink of the spiritual grave, only to bury him further on the strength of a whim.
I'm not a big fans of this band hahaha
believe or not ini satu2nya lagu
Cradle of filth yang gue suka n bener2 bisa'didenger' coz there is guest appearances from
Liv Kristine ex
Theatre of Tragedy n now she's current at
Leaves' Eyes vocalist and you know what my bluetooth device name I gave
'Leaves' Eyes' *laughing* that wasn't because of 'you' dear *grins*
lha kok gambarnya cover cd mereka yang into your light =p
official
Cradle of Filth and official
Leaves' Eyes with official
Liv Kristine too one of my fave female vocalist on metal industries beside Tarja Turunen, but why oh why? I mean I can say they're better as vocalist on group than their solo carrier XD
You are blind and I am deaf and dumb, so let us touch hands and understand.
written at 18:00
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Direngrey new release !!
second posted at the same day.
my friend at Semarang branch office will getting married on December early *what a surprised*
what I can give you dear?! how if one of my wedding edition cross stitch which I've finished a few month ago.
I'll bet you will LOVE my work ^^
and I'm still stuck on this song *ga nyambung*
I forget what the meaning of 個 'ko' word here, is it for the time like 24hrs???
but I used some several words take from this lyric at my blog's menu, can you see that?! even now I like D'Ray more but the biggest influence for me based on Diru's lyrics, ok not Diru but Kyo his self. Can I Love you? *smug*
24個シリンダ [ 24 Cylinder ]
" An end begins a trivial matter.
It's a time to burn everything.
If I could forget you without hesitation...
Serious injury laughs at me.
The time is changing, the passage of time
burns me, you, now.
Solitude laughs as it likes.
You laugh as you look down.
The time is over, the time will stop, at the end of
the time, sleeping with a kiss to unheated death. "
Direngrey will release 2 re-mastering album on December 19th, 2007
the detail tracks below get from their Official site :
DECADE 1998-2002
【完全生産限定盤】 SFCD-0053～54
￥3,150 (tax in)
【収録曲】 DISC-I
1.アクロの丘
2.Cage
3.Schweinの椅子
4.予感
5.304号室、白死の桜
6.Deity
7.羅刹国
8.audrey
9.脈
10.理由
11.JEALOUS-reverse-
DISC-II
12.ain't afraid to die
13.FILTH
14.Bottom of the death valley
15.逆上堪能ケロイドミルク
16.鬼眼-kigan-
17.embryo（Single version）
18.蟲-mushi-
19.Mr.NEWSMAN
20.umbrella
21.CHILD PREY
DECADE 2003-2007
【完全生産限定盤】 SFCD-0055
￥3,150 (tax in)
【収録曲】
1.OBSCURE
2.かすみ
3.THE IIID EMPIRE
4.DRAIN AWAY
5.砂上の唄
6.audience KILLER LOOP
7.朔-saku-
8.dead tree
9.Merciless Cult
10.鼓動
11.C
12.THE FINAL
13.CLEVER SLEAZOID
14.GRIEF
15.AGITATED SCREAMS OF MAGGOTS
16.凌辱の雨
17.REPETITION OF HATRED
18.CONCEIVED SORROW
well *shrug* should saving money again to buying this item, pick the
DECADE 1998-2002.
I want to know *curios* the new mastering of those songs since I missed the old song from Diru. Imagine how could be those old songs with Kyo's voice now without his screaming of course *pray not SOLD OUT very soon* XD
You are blind and I am deaf and dumb, so let us touch hands and understand.
written at 14:42
another postingan ga meaning
why people so easy to posted their conversation in their blog?
kalo seizin silawan bicara mungkin a no big deal, tapi kalau sebaliknya?!
ga ada patokan yang baku, jadi ingat kejadian beberapa tahun lalu when I posted something at my multiply. Ga secara langsung gue posting tentang isi pembicaraan itu, cuma waktu itu lagi ngebahas sesuatu and and the last of our conversation between me and her I put only 5% on that posting and that wasn't a secret because you tell us (us word), but guess what!! someone, my friend and her too maybe telling her about that posted. at the night I received the sms from her, She was boil over me and told me to delete that posted.
I dont want discuss this again, the summary I can tell is, after that we stop to talking each other when we meet, 'til someday I really really get sick with this condition and I dare to asking to her, apologize too of course.
the big surprise is she said to me if I've another mistake than that... ok misunderstanding.
you're really oversensitive now and kinda of drama queen which I really confuse what to do with you.
until today, We can't be like was again right, there are a wall separate, feel no comfort again when talk to you like you've your own world with those of two and me with my own too or this is only my selfishness. please keep it sis, I still respect on you.
"and don't put this conversation again at online diary" she said
->
SHUT UP!!!
You are blind and I am deaf and dumb, so let us touch hands and understand.
written at 12:34
Friday, November 16, 2007
like an -insect-
mood : 
music : Direngrey -
audrey=========================
november 14th 21:36 I got sms from stranger person like this below ;
# Asz. Eh yank LUNA G Apa skrng'
+ Sypa yah?! Gyaaaaaa stalker... Lg ngeliat kjendela n brbsk kpd angin *DEWA banget sih* dgn sbuah harapan & doa tuk seseorang wakakak
# Im secret admier your.LUNA
+ sEnYuM k'Ortu:
taNda sAyaNg
sEnYuM k'Adik:
tNda kAsih
sEnYum k'pAcar:
tNda ciNta
sEnYuM k'aQ?
tNda ngeFANS...
mSh sEnyuM jg?
NgeFANS bgt yA mA aQ..
#Tp aku sayang km
+ Lama2 prcakapan ini tambah jayuz
Mamang tukang bakyo yah
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# stranger
+ me
kyanya gue tau deh siapa yg iseng kya' gini, ini pasti salah satu ank DD *menaruh curiga* mmmhhh...
nomernya +6281720631 <- ada yang tau nomer ini? not a what to do list, buat What I did *what kind of* since no new post at this blog.. yup, but.. •• finally I get my D'espairsray
DVD Spiral Staircase #15 last sunday, walaupun dari pihak BrandX sempat salah kirim, kok LIQUIDIZE lagi yg dikirim, gue kan dah punya -_-
•• baru nyelesaiin ato finishing-touch with the latest handwork I posted
HERE ^^
•• recently dunno I have a good appetite which I think why I'm so greedy (>_<) i.e gue makan 1 porsi pecel ayam dengan nasi yang sebelum-sebelum nya gue makan cuma 1/2 porsinya aja, dilanjut setelah itu lu makan cake pemberian temen yg abis ultah, and then with clossing dish with chips and chocholate, biasanya kegiatan ini dilakukan pas malam hari while I did my handworks. just thinking if people at particular stress time *unbearable life in distress* they tend lose appetite, no.. I'm in healing =) •• this morning my coworker gave me one box of apple pie hahaha what a lucky day •• got sms from my XL provider "Dapatkan HP SE K800i jika aktifkan lagu baru NIDJI - Biarlah sebagai XL RBT" hahaha guess what?! I would XD •• I've planning to change the layout again>> add BloggerPreviousItems, BloggerArchives, comment script. Hey I found so many cute icons file but those ico wasn't good as the display when I tried to used *grins*
•• full of thinking what should I ask for
Hydevilist's 10 questions project•• this morning was dreaming again bout him before I wake to pray, but after I sleep again, that dream continuing with the same object 'him'. Is it the answer from God for what I asked, like a sign or DEG's fans called
予感 if we can meet each other again, am I too patethic 
tomorrow I should take a rest lah, but my friend asked me to help him for his college works and to comfort him, bro I lend you my shoulder, how :p
You are blind and I am deaf and dumb, so let us touch hands and understand.
written at 11:46
Monday, November 05, 2007
but rain can't completely removed his steps
mood : 
music : L'Arc-en-Ciel - fate=========================
sebuah renungan, after read his Heartless' blog (from badagwae reviews)
I'm just asking, but why you started to making an argument xp
..........
Bagaimana aku, kamu, atau seseorang akan berkata
" SELAMAT TINGGAL ".... kepada seseorang yang tidak pernah aku miliki ???
Kenapa tetes air mata jatuh demi seseorang yang tidak pernah menjadi kepunyaanku ???
Kenapa aku merindukan seseorang yang tidak pernah bersamaku ???
dan kubertanya, Kenapa aku mencintai seseorang yang cintanya tidak pernah untukku ???
Jika kamu mencintai seseorang, jangan berharap bahwa seseorang itu akan mencintai kamu persis sebaliknya dalam kapasitas yang sama
Ketika kamu mencintai, jangan mengharapkan apapun sebagai imbalan
karena jika kamu demikian, kamu bukan mencintai
melainkan .....
investasiJika kamu mencintai, kamu harus siap untuk menerima penderitaan
Karena jika kamu mengharap kebahagiaan,kamu bukan mencintai
.... melainkan
memanfaatkan
You are blind and I am deaf and dumb, so let us touch hands and understand.
written at 10:34
Saturday, November 03, 2007
I'm sick bcoz of what ?!
mood : 
music : [remioromen - 3/9 with Quartet, RATU - semakin hari semakin cinta, Gita Gutawa - Kembang Perawan, Girugamesh - Glamorous Sky, MUSE - sing for absolution, Andra & the Backbone - sempurna, DJ OZMA - let me dance, DBSK - rising sun, DEWA19 - Flower in The Desert]
file uploaded by someone LJ
join files with HJSplit
finished download at October 29th with several times re-download 'cause the transfered sometimes failed (>_<) with quality DShow (AVI): Video: 640x352 Audio: 48khz 16bps Stereo (0:55:32) 1456kbps 29.97fps
yup today spending time for the result of this 578 MB file
Asian Song Festival October 3rd, 2007
with the opening like this: Korea, China, Hongkong, Indonesia, Japan, Philippines, Taiwan, Tai, Vietnam WE ARE ASIA
based on my eyes watched this festival, there are the artists:
- Lee Hyoo Lee <- sexy diva apanya
- Golf & Mike- Lam Truong- Barbie Almalbiz- super junior -> or my frens called suju, ok ok I like that violinist, Henry =p
Indonesian Super Junior fans site
"Sujunesia" - Vannes Wu (F4)
- A-mei- Gigi Leung- Kuraki Mai -> she brought Secret to my heart, is it the soundtrack for meitantei Conan?!
- Vicky Zhou- DBSK -> Japanese fans called the tohoshinki, brought Rising Sun *fiuh* atleast I knew this song and have watched the video before. I'm not their huge fans but hey who's that man?! kok sepertinya mirip Jerry Yan yah :lol:
oh itu yg namanya ChangMing, gue kan ga apal tampang anak2 DBSK -__-
I want to complain hehe (udah untung dia upload-in)
from the beginning 'til end *wait* where's
Peterpan here, kok gada?!
F4nya juga ga ada, terus apa tuh kata elo "
FT Island from Korea" juga ga ada tuh. Ini mah bukan full version, yah iyalah cuma 55 menit 32 detik kok full version.
*stare to oma* coba yah, gue menyetujui tuk download-in ini 'cause I want to see
Peterpan performance at this festival. Setidaknya satu bukti tuk mensupport produk Indonesia *ngawur & ga nyambung* XD
anda.. anda.. yah kamu *nunjuk* mungkin da yg punya rekamannya *penting yah* hahaha
just remind to you all, at the weather change like these recently, please take care of your healthy.
Sometimes we not realized if we work or doing something too hard 'til you find your body suddenly become sick and you should go to doctor of course.
like two days ago I get sick headache (vomit several times), a fever with laryngitis, ok what made me distress not because of the sickness but when Doctor said, no but write for his resume; "your age 23, Ms. or Mrs?!" wakakak
ok where art thou now dear?!
if rain really completely removed his steps
same posted but with pics I upload
HERE
You are blind and I am deaf and dumb, so let us touch hands and understand.
written at 18:06
additional info too :
ith her insidious vampyre qualities literally bringing her lover back from the brink of the spiritual grave, only to bury him further on the strength of a whim.
