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used mademoizell3 or lunaticKYO sometimes
• a victim for Music & FasHion (tapi ga bisa jahit walopun punya mesin jahit) T^T
• never said I like Black most fave, all colors GOD
created are heaven to me.
• not addicted with NIGHTWISH but Tarja is the goddess and
Anette hahaha no comment ah, tapi sekarang mbak Tarja juga jadi mellow-mellow gitu XD
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LOVE Mako (ex Deadman) with his basic for the world view
expressed in his lyrics about things that happen to us in life are not
always good things and other case people's freedom will be taken away by
other people's freedom.
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love Kyo (Direngrey) with his obscured lyrics and shown me that
believing is nothing 'cause those hypocrites sometimes must be
killed us.
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prefer to SUN-Flower than a RED or BLACK Roses, bring the
bright to this world ne~
• likes butterflies, spiders and dragonflies, jangan sodorin gue maggots *awasss!!!*
• addicted of course with NODAME CANTABILE, especially with Tamaki
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Listening them while Me feel empty, bored or happy *syalala*:
12 girls band, AAA, ACID BLACK CHERRY, Anna Tsuchiya, APOCALYPTICA, Aural Vampire, BigBang, Bjork, BLOOD, Blood Stain Child, Buck Tick, D, D'espairsRay, DBSK, Deadman, Deathgaze, Direngrey, Epik High, Emilie Autumn, EPICA, Gackt, GLAY, His.Infernal.Majesty, HIZAKI Grace Project, Hyde, kalafina, Kamelot, Kanon Wakeshima, Kagrra, Kyo (Direngrey), Kirito, KOKIA, L'Arc~en~Ciel, Lareine, Luna Sea, Lynch, Malice Mizer, Maximum The Hormone, Mika Nakashima, Miyavi, Moi Dix Mois, Muse, Nidji, Nightwish, Penicillin, ProjectPop, Raphael, rice, Rin', Rurutia, Super Junior, The Rasmus, Tokyo Jihen, Ungu, Within Temptation, Versailles, X-Japan
crush on with;
• Asagi (D), • Choi Si Won (Super Junior), • Eica Toppinen, Paavo Lotjonen, Perttu Kivilaakso from APOCALYPTICA, • Hizumi (D'espairsRay), • Katherine "Shane" Moennig, • Kyo (Direngrey), • Mako (Deadman), • Sugizo, • Tamaki Hiroshi, • Tarja Turunen (ex Nightwish), • Ville Hermani Valo (HIM)
Wishlists;
• Asagi Corvinus edt, • Asagi The Name Of Rose edt, • D'espairsRay coll:set album, • Heartagram necklace *stare devilish at mahendra Oracle*
WANTED for these APOCALYPTICA VIDEO;
Somewhere Around Nothing, Seemann, Far Away Vol. 2, En Vie, Life Burns [x], Bittersweet [x], Repressed, I'm Not Jesus [x]
and most of these videos packaged on The Life Burns Tour DVD which price only $16.97. Tapi gue dah punya hasil download-an XD
AFFILIATE LINKS OF ME
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[shit]ers <- tampak tidak diurus.
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Facebook
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FS'profile <- silahkan diadd tapi kirim pesan dulu, main asal add ga bakal gue approve XD
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friendster's blog
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liveJournal
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Meez: mademoizell3
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multiply
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my space
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netlog
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Poupee Girl
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p.r.o.j.e.c.t.KYO <- GUE JUALLANN AJA DEH !!! *berkunang-kunang*
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
don't ask me what it means
so many windows I’m standing naked there inside
all eyes can see me and there’s no way to pull the blinds
I can’t deny what I’ve confessed I cannot run from how I feel
so be the shelter in my strife come remind me I’m alive
You stop the bleeding and kiss away the tears that fall
light up the shadows and help me climb over my walls
and I’m not sure how much you know
how much your light has helped me grow
and you’re the only one
turn off the light bring on the night
I need to be unseen
I can’t escape the wind biting its way in
through all of my windows
it’s never easy I know, with all that I demand
it’s not a given all the burden you withstand
but I’m so grateful that you do and maybe this is overdue
I know it’s true, my Love
don’t trust your eyes, don’t read my plight and don’t ask me what it means
my blessing and my bane it calls me out by name
carving out new windows
so many windows
they leave me naked here inside
all eyes can see me
through my windows
Amanda Somerville - Windows
You are blind and I am deaf and dumb, so let us touch hands and understand.
written at 21:43
Saturday, October 31, 2009
a cup of tea and a smile
saturday 07.30am I was arrived
and drink the tea using this cat face mug on 08:24am
maybe he didn't surprised with my advent in breeze as he said
he didn't mad at me *thanks*
he need me.. he need me I said secretly mumbled
(gazing around on that place)
and I left him with that black green menthol beside with his last words
'be careful'
while I stared on his tired face
"wailing for your sorrow
is only my way to comfort you"
You are blind and I am deaf and dumb, so let us touch hands and understand.
written at 08:30
Friday, September 25, 2009
you're now 26..
I hope...
this year, you didn't celebrate your birthday with solitude..
as your request; a blueberry cheese cake (I found this cake at Garden PVJ)
but.. errr.. why you already sleep (-___-)
*masih mengira-ngira nih mango gratin mengandung babi ga yawh
You are blind and I am deaf and dumb, so let us touch hands and understand.
written at 01:00
Monday, August 17, 2009
getting older
Loneliness ...
that takes away happiness & turns away into sadness
it turns sweetness into bitterness
Loneliness is like sickness that can be cured by someone's togetherness
during loneliness we can not see someone's kindness but only cruelness
..................................
I dunno why, even my friends around me at my special day, but I feel solitude spreading here and I already miss him *sigh*
You are blind and I am deaf and dumb, so let us touch hands and understand.
written at 11:45
Friday, June 26, 2009
this man has married
just post some pic at my facebook about Eica Toppinen from Apocalyptica, here the details 
he married with finnish actress who first achieved fame for her role in the Finnish Soap Opera Sydän toivoa täynnä, K
irsi Ylijoki in 1997 and have two sons; Eelis (born 1999) and Ilmari (born 2002). I just put some add 
behind the name, the etymologi and mythologi of their sons' name..
♪(*^ ・^)ノ⌒☆ EELIS
(stem Eeli-). a male given name, a variant of Elias via Swedish Elis. Finnish form of ELIJAH.
from the Hebrew name ('Eliyyahu) meaning "my God is YAHWEH'. Elijah was a Hebrew prophet of the 9th century BC, during the reign of King Ahab and his Queen, Jezebel. The two Books of Kings in the Old Testament tell of his exploits, which culminate with him being carried to heaven in a chariot of fire.
Because Elijah was a popularfigure in medieval tales, and because his name was borne by a few early saints (who are usually known by the Greek or Latin form Elias), the name came into general use during the Middle Ages. In medieval England it was usualy speled Elis. it died out there by the 16th century, butit was revived by the Puritans in the form Elijah after the Protestant Reformation.
♪(*^ ・^)ノ⌒☆ ILMARI
gender: masculine, usage: Finnish Mythology, Short form of ILMARINEN
derived from Finnish ilma "air". Ilmarinen is an immortal smith in Finnish mythology, the creator of the sky and the magic mill known as the Sampo. He is one of the main characters in the Finnish epic the 'Kalevala'
You are blind and I am deaf and dumb, so let us touch hands and understand.
written at 12:45
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
May gifts
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if you playing one of Gamefish's game application called Pet Society, so you will understand what I posted below
after a few many 'This Week Special' items, why they released almost every week now
my pet will give random and friends only some free stuffs from this social game (^^)
here they are :
Questions :ok, based on Isal's question, 'what the connection between Mother's Day and Mexico stuffs (>_<)
Answers :
please, please, please, comment here, gue tau kalian mao nyampah kan XD
first and second Cinco de Mayo is this Tuesday! So get into the Mexican spirit.
*send some letter to playfish* maybe next one of Indonesian traditional dress will input at their database hehe :p
third, fourth and fifth errr~ maybe the unlucky goes to pet which will accept 'send some love' box ;p
when your pet open this box, the flying-huge-pink-heart-shaped will goes to your pet
and the result ... -__-
yep, little useless, your pet only laughing happy (>_<)
girs must be like it, a Pink Carnation Bouquet to you.
is there someone need this 'White Water Cooler' for your kitchen?!
and this is my present I gave to my pet last night
well, that's my short explanation, is it really short?! I think No :p
I'll update again who's those lucky pets will get the presents from me
Happy Socialize all (^3^)/
Labels: Pet Society
You are blind and I am deaf and dumb, so let us touch hands and understand.
written at 10:22
Saturday, May 02, 2009
that memories?!
finally I realize dear
(￣▽￣)ノsebelumnya juga sempet baca sih, but unsure was it really for me
（￣へ￣）--☆--:*:--☆:*:--☆--:*:--☆--
" Memories... The voice that's been silent all these years thinks deep thoughts but, I thought I destroyed every memory we had. They were lost long ago, but they're all coming back. Your endless nights of pleasure, as my body laid there, motionless and powerless. The endless crying buried deep within me, you never heard...Don't do it again, please, don't do it again, I'll be good, you're hurting me.. You left me with a Demon, ripping, tearing, and striping, my heart apart.. The memories keep holding on, they are so fucking strong, and for the darkest nights I rest, I pray for a brighter day..."--☆--:*:--☆:*:--☆--:*:--☆--~from someone yang selalu merasa dirinya disakitin terus sama yang punya blog ini (-__-)
Σ(ﾟ∀´(┗┐ヽ(･∀･ )ﾉ *kick*
the next steps :♥ people need money?!
♥♥♥ maybe
no need for food suplement
♥♥♥♥♥ any sleeping pils which can not cause side effects
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ pic note, yes recently addicted with Blythe *saving*
♥♥♥♥
You are blind and I am deaf and dumb, so let us touch hands and understand.
written at 23:19
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
don't panic!!!
Error : 619
it written 'a connection to the remote computer couldn't be established, so the port used for this connection was closed.'
what is it?!
I think my lappie get something error problem which some part missing or intuitively I deleted o.O
1x24 hours wait for the next progress they said *grrr*
yes absolutey telkomsel get some problem with their network selection service.
can you imagine now I get online with GPRS speed than HSDPA/UMTS speed I used before (T^T)
You are blind and I am deaf and dumb, so let us touch hands and understand.
written at 18:51
Saturday, March 14, 2009
dead.hearted
life is simple
but people make it difficult
can you hear me?
I made my self feel pain not so easy to vanished
I made my self thinking that someone precious more than this self
and then forget that I'm exist
I made my self to be scandalist protagonist not a victim
I made my self people bitten at me than had pity
I made my self worst than lowest I think
but like Redeemer song recently I listened
there's no time for despair
let me be your lover than your partner
come to me when you feel those distress
let me be your strong sunflower than that beautiful red roses
not so easy to find at flower shop right
but I just have a quarter of your soul
seems not enough and felt jeaolus
hey
I'm still here, writing ...
You are blind and I am deaf and dumb, so let us touch hands and understand.
written at 13:06
and this is my present I gave to my pet last night
well, that's my short explanation, is it really short?! I think No :p
the next steps :